I started a new blog on here under the name TinyxDancer.
I don't believe that this blog represents me well or gives any idea to who I am and I am hoping that with this new blog I can make more entrys and give people a better view of who I am,what goes on in my life, ect,so if you care or if you liked me from this blog just add me as a friend on my new s/n and hopefully I will be happier with this one(I think this one didt please me becuase it is my first blog).
Thanks
~*Rhianna*~
So i said I would post a real entry sometime last week,well I lied,sorry...
It's so weird to me when I try to write out a real blog entry it never seems right or I never have the motivation but today I will try(just for jenn).
I am now 26 weeks into my pregnacy and last month I found out I am having a little boy!Vincent and I have decided to name him Gaberial Thomas and to be honest I really don't think I could find a more perfect name but thats just me.I have to start planning my baby shower soon and preparing for him to get here,some days it seems like June is so close and I feel like I barley have time to prepare but then on other days I wish i would just go into labor and get it over with,I want him to be here so badly,I want to see him and hold him, to take care of him. He constanley kicks an hits at me and latley hes taking to grabbing the inside of me(it dosent hurt)
I love to feel his movements,I'v always wanted to be a mommy and even tho it happened a little sooner than I wanted I can't help but be so happy and excited,I love my little tummy, and yes im six onths pregnet and still fitting into jeans i wore before!go me! I do have the pregant tummy tho and I have gained 38 pounds 9 alone in feb. I dont care thought I dont look at it as im getting fat I look at it as im growing my child in there and i need to nourish him.My midwife and doctors all told me i'm excatley were i need to be at and he is perfectley healthy.
ALL OF YOU THANK YOU FOR SAYING HAPPY BIRTH DAY!!!!
*I FEEL KINDA SPECIAL*
I'm not excatley sure what else to write about so for now i'm dont..I know it was a crappy excuse for an entry but cut me soem slack this is like my 4 actuall entry ever and i will keep up with it day to day so even tho it sux not hopefully soon i'll get better at it.
~*Rhianna*~
I promise that within the next week I will post a real entry!
I love you jenn and miss you,I'm sorry.
Into paralyzing silence
Like the moonless dark
Meant to make me strong
Familiar breath of my old lies
Changed the color in my eyes
Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by
Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hold for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me
Left alone with only reflections of the memory
To face the ugly girl that's smothering me
Sitting closer than my pain
He knew each tear before it came
Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by
Sorrow last through this night
I'll take this piece of You
And hold for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As You flew right through me
And we kiss each other one more time
And sing this lie that's halfway mine
The sword is slicing through the question
So I won't be fooled by his angel light
Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hold for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me
And up into the stars
It just depends on how far down they can go
In every circle of friends there's a whore
The one who flirts
And does a little more
But who's to say?
This is a social scene anyway
And everybody wants to explore the new girl
Caught up in her own hard liquor world
But liquor doesn't exist in my world
But liquor doesn't exist in my world
And if you lie you don't deserve to have friends
If you lie you don't deserve to have them
If you lie you don't deserve to have friends
If you lie
You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slashed
And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack
You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slashed
And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack
The social scene where she gets her fix
Has been broken since '86
Now just look at that social clique
Do you really wanna be a part of it?
Let's not let us forget
Where she gets the habit
She gets the pills from her skills
She gets the skills from the pills
And just look at that clique
Do you really wanna be the star of it?
You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slashed
And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack
You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slashed
And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack
If you lie you don't deserve to have friends
If you lie you don't deserve to have them
If you lie you don't deserve to have friends
If you lie
Everybody is a let down
It just depends on how far down they can go
